I’ll post about THE SHOW tomorrow:)

Posted on May 29, 2012 at 10PM permalink

We cannot become stronger unless we show our weaknesses first.


— Sean Pastorok

They told me i could be anything. So i became a lizard.

They told me i could be anything. So i became a lizard.

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Signature in Pastel.

Signature in Pastel.

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Goodmorning:) from me and my sleeping dog, Piro.

Goodmorning:) from me and my sleeping dog, Piro.

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Julia. Friends. Boys. Fun.

Posted on May 27, 2012 at 11PM permalink

Today started off like no other…
After i woke up for the 5th time, i went downstairs, hooked up my computer to my TV and began watching anime fullscreen. I did this for the next 3 hours. Oh and did i mention i woke up at fucking 8 o’clock… Thats like a new record of sleeping in for me. I spent my time watching the second season of Kore wa Zombie Desu ka?
After watching 5 episodes of that, i finally pulled enough will power to get my ass of the couch and take a shower.
Today, Hannah and I agreed that if we didn’t wear make up or do our hair at all, the other one had to do it too. It was interesting, my hair was everywhere while Hannah still looked like an angel to me. She’s so beautiful.
On the way back to my house, i decided to buy a 12 pack of Ginger Ale. 2nd to best choice i made all day.
My best choice was that on the way back from picking up soda, we saw 3 little girls running a lemonade stand for Alex’s lemonade. I had to, i couldn’t resist… i pulled over, asked them how much, they said $1, i gave them a $5 and walked away with some tasty lemonade. They were so cute i couln’t resist…
When we got back to my house we decided to clean my room… it was dirty…. keyword, was. Now it’s clean;)
Thanks for the help Hannah:)
From there on, we just enjoyed each others company until we had to get ready for a kickass party being thrown by the beautiful Julia! Hannah got to watch me do my hair… the first person outside m famil to witness me actually do my hair.
Then we went back to Hannah’s house so she could get ready, and then we were off!
When we got there, we were greeted by many awesome people, Julia, Sam, Dan, Olivia, Viktoria, Breanna, and Kyle. Then later on, Dana, Jess, Hannah C, and other awesome people whose awesome names are escaping me at the moment, showed up.
We had a great time listening to movies, rant about Pokemon, Naruto, Dragonball Z, Bithchy people, and other misc. things, make smores, watch a movie, sit around a bonfire, jam and dance to outdated techno music, and watchig youtube videos. We left early because i began to feel uncomfortable when some asshole began getting friendly with my girlfriend… Oh, and talking about disgusting things about her behind her back… ughh… it’s people like him that give people like me a bad reputation… not all guys are assholes that want to just have sex, although most are…
After we left, we went back to Hannah’s house, enjoyed each others company and played our favorite game.
Thank you again Julia for having such a kickass party with kickass people!

Posted on May 26, 2012 at 7PM

Rainbow Galaxy” - Sean Pastorok & Hannah Schneider

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*My First Book - The Hunger Games. (Review)

Posted on May 25, 2012 at 11PM permalink

Hey, if you haven’t heard by now. For the past 2 weeks, i have been reading The Hunger Games. All thanks to Hannah because she forced me to read it.
And for those of you that don’t know, this book was the first book i have ever read on my own. Without having a teacher saying, hey, you’re going to be tested on this so read it. Or without skimming or skipping or not completing all together. I read this book legit. Read word for word. For some, this may seem like an easy task, but for me, this was my first time. Let this date go down in history. May 8th was the day that Sean read his first book ever!
The Hunger Games. Was a fantastic book. There were definitely parts where i could not put the book down. I was actually yelled at for the first time in my life to STOP reading. Like… i have never heard the words “Sean, put that book away!” in my entire life. I enjoyed how the book was in first person. I caught myself asking myself if the author ever thought of writing the book from Peeta’s perspective. Or possibly small background stories on all the other main characters such as Rue, Clove, Thresh, Gale, Prim, Cato, Foxface, or Haymitch. I wanted to know what was going on in their minds, what was going through their heads, especially those who were watching the games.
This next part will be a spoiler! Please don’t read unless you don’t care or have already read the book or seen the movie!

I want to know so many things.
Does Katniss like Peeta back?
Does Katniss have feelings for Gale? More than a friend?
What’s the background story with this Avox girl?
Why did they end the games with a tie?
Why didn’t they allow Katniss and Peeta to kill themselves?
What happened during the battle between Thresh and Cato?
Why didn’t Clove kill Katniss when she had the chance?
Why didn’t Foxface get a bigger role? She could have been more involved.
I want to know more about what happened during the bloodbath in the beginning.
How did Rue get caught?
Peeta truly loves Katniss right?
Who sponsored Katniss?
Why didn’t Peeta have that many or any sponsors?
What kind of gifts did the other Tributes get?
How did this aircraft come in and disappear?
Was the moon real within the games?
How does Gale feel after watching them kiss and hug and become closer?
That was a pretty shitty ending wasn’t it? For the book that is.
What does the Anthem sound like?
How did they project the faces of the dead tributes?
WHY THE FUCK DID THEY TURN THE DEAD TRIBUTES INTO MUTANTS?
How did they do that ^?
Were they the actual tributes? Or just the brains or eyes?
What’s the background on Rue?
Why didn’t Katniss take the chance to get the silver bow and arrows in the beginning?
Why did they tell them they could have two winners from the same district?
How did the capital feel after they shoved rebellion in their faces?
Why didn’t they go into detail about the other districts? I wanted to know what their districts were like.
That’s enough questions for now. But either way, this was a great book.
Ill be starting Catching Fire tomorrow.

*The Hunger Games: Catching Fire

Posted on May 25, 2012 at 11PM permalink

Today at 12:08pm marked the time that i finished reading the second book of my entire life… I finished Catching Fire today. So many questions left unanswered. So many questions about what’s to come. Whelp. Better start reading the next book. Mockingjay. New Goal. Finish by the end of the school year. Ready. Set. Go!

CB SOUTHWEST ORCHESTRA.

Posted on May 24, 2012 at 9PM permalink

We were phenomenal tonight. I’m so proud of all of you. So much emotion flowed through all of us today. I love you all. I love you CB SouthWest Orchestra.
Next weekend.
The trip to D.C.! 

Outdoor Guard.

Posted on May 24, 2012 at 4PM permalink

Now i have a legit reason for not being able to join outdoor guard…

My mother got into a car accident.
She doesn’t know whether or not it had anything to do with her eye sight or not.
But she doesn’t think she’ll be driving anymore…
Meaning, i’ll have to drive my brother, sister, and mother around.

Sorry… 

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FOR JESS LERNER.

Posted on May 22, 2012 at 10PM permalink

Math.

Reciprocal Identities
sin x = 1/csc x
cos x = 1/sec x
tan x = 1/cot x

csc x = 1/sin x
sec x = 1/cos x
cot x = 1/tan x

Quotient Identities
tan x = sin x / cos x
cot x = cos x / sin x

Pythagorean Identities
sin² x + cos² x = 1
1 - sin² x = cos² x
1 - cos
² x = sin² x

1 + tan² x = sec² x
1 - sec² x = tan² x
1 = sec² x - tan² x

1 + cot² x = csc² x
1 - csc² x = cot² x
1 = csc² x - cot² x 

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HOPE for the BEST, EXPECT the WORST.


— Sean Pastorok

Post. Outdoor Season. Hannah. 5 Months.

Posted on May 21, 2012 at 9PM permalink

This past week had so many ups and downs.

Last week was just terrible in general.

I don’t even want to talk about it. That’s how much shit went down.

Oh, and I’m sorry, i have changed my mind once again. 

I am not doing the outdoor season.

I don’t think i want to either. Mr. Robinson is really getting under my skin. And pissing me off the way he runs things. I also wouldn’t be able to make any mini band camp days this week due to work (Monday) orchestra rehearsal (Tuesday) and SouthWest Chamber Strings (Wednesday). It’s too much of a commitment for my busy schedule. I am sorry.

Friday came along. That’s when things got a little better. We went to my house afterschool. Watched Dear John. I almost cried. She was tough and took it like a man… time passed. didn’t finish the movie because i had to get to karate. I took Hannah to karate with me and i taught the Jr. and Sr. Demo Team new stuff. After that, we went to Alex’s house for a small little movie party. Although i wasn’t really focused on the movie. I was too focused on the day that was going to follow. The day that marked Hannah’s and my 5th Monthiversary. :)
We ate marshmellows, watched a movie, jumped on a trampoline, ate pizza, and listened to music while sitting in a massive camping chair… and i mean gigantic.
Then we went back to Hannah’s house and enjoyed each other’s company until i had to go home.

The next morning. At 7o’clock i woke up. I got out of bed, took a quick shower.
Went to Manhattan bagel to pick up bagels for Hannah and myself. Hannah told me she liked cinnamon bagels but i didn’t believe they had them there, so i asked her if any others were fine. She said plain.

The great part was, was that when i got there, Simon Grimes, one of the workers there, looked at me, pulled out a bagel before i could say anything and went “hey, you want this cinnamon bagel?, i’ll just put it with the others” and i’m all like… oh.. ok. awesome. It was so coincidental, it was scary. 

I got a sack ton of delicious egg bagels.

Then i arrived at Hannah’s house at 8. Picked her up, and went to CB South, where they were hosting the Action Blackbelt Spectacular.

Hannah helped me out while i did literally EVERYTHING.
I helped with the photography there, and got paid, arranged things, got music together, got changed, ate a bagel here and there, practiced on the stage with the demo team, helped back stage, helped navigate people, learned fan stuff, and performed with the Demo Team.

Since the Sr. Demo Team of new Britain won the tournament, we got to be the OPENING ACT for the BLACKBELT SPECTACULAR. We hadn’t been on the stage in 4 years. I was so proud of my team.

Our performance went AMAZING.

After the spectacular, Hannah and i went home. Watched the rest of Dear John. Almost cried. but didn’t since i’m a man… Jk lolz.

After the movie, we stared at the computer screen. Waiting for the clock to go from 4:40pm to 4:41pm to 4:42pm to finally 4:43pm :) Which officially marked our 5th Monthiversary. I love her. I love her so much.
I love you. 

Went to Relay for Life and tricked and spent time with Hannah for the rest of the day.

Took Hannah home. Slept on her lap for a little while. Drove home.
Such a wonderful day.

Sunday.
Mowed the lawn early in the morning.
Practiced Cello.
Picked up Hannah. 
Drove her to my house.
Watched The Notebook.
Almost cried…
Almost.
It was a great movie.
Then we went tricking. And made some intense PROGRESS!
I was so proud of Hannah. And of course i still am. We made an agreement that if i finished that book, The Hunger Games, that she would try her best to get a back flip on the ground by the end of the school year. I think she can do it. I really do.
She got more height, rotation, and guts. She grew a pear. (Pear) not a ballsack ew.

She landed the back flip on the trampoline! With some assistance of course. 

I’m so proud of you :)

Took her home. Left quite early.
Slept and now i’m here typing on monday after a long day at work. 

5 Months.

Posted on May 20, 2012 at 10PM permalink

I love you Hannah.